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Birthday: 4/10/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Mmm....chocolate and peanut butter, together. Dance. Art. Music.
Expertise: Not explaining my thoughts well, at all.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
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AIM:  lcharmaine121
Member Since:
2/7/2006
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| You had to go and do that.
I don't really know why. I know that someday I'll discover the reason for this...change in my anticipated direction. For now, I'm trusting that your reason is enough. You are enough.
I know that every time I think I want something, you always have something better for me. It never fails though, it's hard for me to accept it right away. It's easy to forget that you have it all under control, that you are working it all out perfectly.
I kind of felt it coming. Or maybe I didn't. Maybe I deceive myself. I AM known for overanalyzing things.
I think it's best just to trust at this point.
Analying things that are out of my control will only put me further and further from the place I desire to be.
My precious Saviour. How soon do I give it all up only to take back the last little crumb. As if I think you won't create a feast.
You are so good, so kind to me.
So I choose to give up my life...to find true life in you.
And then, finally then I find the quiet joy I've sought all along.
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| I really need to grow up and be a little more responsible.
I need to go to bed. At a decent hour.
Wake up...in time to be on time.
Ya know. Most things normal, responsible people do.
OH M'GOODNESS.
I have GOT to get stuff done.
I have like...3 weeks to do like...10 projects.
And this post is lame.
I just thought this empty little blog world would like to hear from me.
Eeerrr....
I'm doing very well. Thanks for asking.
It is now 11:17 p.m. and I have another crazy day ahead of me tomorrow.
And I like it for the most part.
And one more thing.
I'm in love.
With the weather. Mmmm...
I can't wait till this indecisive weather makes up it's mind and decides to become nice spring, beach weather!
Oh m'word. I gotta go. | | |
| Because sometimes I feel so old
so experienced
ahead of my years
out of that league in so many ways
and sometimes I feel so young
so oblivious
a giddy little girl
so below that level
such an odd place
but wait
do I see myself based on their assumptions?
oh but Christ has made me so much more!
I will look to the heavens
I will seek His face
and in discovering
will find who I truly am
I am His.
how can I explain?
who can describe?
the trials, the love, an ocean
tossed around
engulfed in compassion
drowning in grace
a true perspective of where I am | | |
| Would just like to point out that I will leave this post with an extremely positive note....
once I've let it out.
*releases heavy sigh*
Man. I need a gym in my house.
Sometimes I have to keep myself from wondering if I'm actually going to make it in this industry.
I'm definitely keeping myself from thinking that.
See? *tosses thought*
Thought gone.
Now...
I need to....go do something.
Like finish a drawing.
Or eat some chips!!!
Yes! AWESOME! That's exactly what I want to do after skipping lunch by accident and over-eating when I get home and skipping the gym is EAT SOME CHIPS!!!!!!!!!! (**except for this thought here)
YESSSS!!!!!!!!!!
*jumps around...hollers...flails arms like Sarah*
I am off to do that very thing.
OR find those peanut m&m's!!!!
There actually were some left over after the candy war late that night.
GEE!!! I love life!!!!!!! | | |
| Fruit-orange is a grapefruit dontcha know?
To a 5 year old anyway.
"Where were you last night?"
"I went to a party. Came home late, you were already in bed.
We had food...and lots of people.
"Oh."
"Then I got bored.
And came home."
"Why?"
"I didn't know anybody."
"You shoulda asked them to be your friend."
"Heh, I guess I coulda done that, huh?"
A day off unexpeted is a nice thing.
Unless of course you are pretty behind at work...then it's just annoying.
No, I'm not a work-aholic, I just need to pick up my pace for the next six months.
There's a nice view of the water here.
little table and chairs by the window.
There's a lot of little circle marks all over the window.
Nerf darts most likely. Gotta love it.
He likes his New Year hat.
"Some people wear it like this....*tilts hat back* and some people wear it like this *tilts hat to side* but I like to wear it like this *tilts hat to front*. You know...like that animal with a big pointy thing that can stick in wood...you know!"
"A woodpecker?"
"Yeah! It can stick in wood....No! Like....uh..."
"Oh! A rhinoceros."
"Yeah!"
So I need to go clean my room, check my money, do my laundry, go for a jog (yeah right! It's frigid. Though I should go.), find something to wear, design a postcard on my time off, pack, string my guitar, do my nails, burn a few cd's, draw a few things, and breathe.
It's most entertaining
yells and chest bumps
high fives
runs outside
shouts of joy
like a bunch of maniacs
welcome New Year
I don't mind
smiles and laughter
welcome
Happy New Year all! | | |
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